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[thenorthener2050]

no lifeforce i dont think ill ever get it back its only downhill from here

yeah for an unintentional 2 hour video

almost max size 2gb

its uploading slowly

i wont bother

tomorrow ill delete it

its trash anyway

just spam and me writing basically

its not professional

got so many ideas during vcptsd

but all was lost when i turned on the comp

i want to write my will yet again

im tired of their shit

and ill never lose the 400mg cisordinol injection

nothing helps

since ive worked out so much

its like flipping with air now

i sleep all day

online an hour

then despair

9 hour horror

then tired after 5 mins

i have no lifeforce

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[thenorthener2050]

yeah so im shadow banned mute deleted on like 6 sites

only thing left really is tiktok live

but since i had the 9 hour despair yesterday

its only idiots there its horrible

the worst thing is being surrounded by fake people

thats not loneliness thats just stupidity of the world