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[thenorthener2050]

this is fucking horrible

im so thirsty id rather die

its been like this since the beginning here but its gotten worse

i wondered why if it was my fault

but its never been like this

but i get it

old decrepid alcoholized smoking pothead guys in their 80s or more

get a "dry mouth" from somatic and neuroleptic pills as they say

and it rubs off on me like the senile dementia and parkinson and beyond

but its getting fucking worse for me!

eventhough i have the door closed when im in the comp now so it should be better

but the air is pretty clear here without airing

because, get this, modern comps working temperature is 5-35 degrees

otherwise they basically break down

imagine airing with -45 inside

it would fucking melt in reverse

and only +35? what a piece of shit

ensthittification deluxe

so i dont air the room anymore

its not "my" room its not an apartment

its fucking tiny

i have no saying what goes on

i didnt even get my chair (still out of reach) which i keep extra things on back after they "helped" me

as they say. strange, they helped me and changed me and i didnt get any duvet not even a sheet or blanket

its just torture

i felt so nice yesterday i didnt even want to shower

bad idea

now theyre evil

had to ask 4 times for sandwiches with something to drink

they fucked it up majorly

almost no butter, 4 pieces of salami

to dry me out even more

basically im so thirsty now i just want to die

then they lie and say "you just got something to eat"

no, i didnt get lunch as they came to the door at 11 and "lunch" was 11:30

i didnt get fika i didnt get dinner

i understand their crackhead logic if i think it through for awhile afterwards

but i dont like it. its just infinite stupid.

they basically ask like unruly children.

when i got to shower i had to literally scream 100s of times

NO SHOWER MY FEET MY FEET YES OK SHOWER THE BACK- NO THE BACKSIDE OF MY LEGS YES MY BACKSIDE NOT JUST THE FRONT OK NO NO NO SHOWER THE UNDERSIDE OF MY UPPER LEGS THE UPPER LEGS THE UPPER LEGS

60 iq is like a 1½ year old. what they are. "1½ year olds are sorta stupid and clumsy".