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reality check
got poisoned with 400mg cisordinol today
made a proper vasopressin podcast, the 10th
im proud of myself. did something of value.
tried to make the world better. posted 1
aphorism toquotesquotesquotesdotxls
refurbishing from the rubble.
its 170 quotes i think. ill build on it
do remembervaa i managed to keep that blogg
for several years so its maybe 1000 quotes
collected in my mind for 2 decades or more
its a lifework. it was because id turned
into a parent. i didnt want to impress
chicks anymore, i wanted to be a good person.
make a difference. like the quran says
"if you have helped a person you have
saved an entire world". remember, at least
if youre male, dont be a pussy, learn to say
no. start working out. calisthinetics is the
optimal. just do bicep curls. the simplest
exercise. if youve been online for years just
stretch your fingers especially thumbs they are
unharmonic. just move your fingers in and out.
like 30 mins 3 times per day for 3 months. youll
notice a difference. like if you do more with your
arms or legs or back or hips, youll look healthier
directly after the first time. and promenades are
better than working out your arms at all. walks are
50% calisthinetics because you have no weights on
your arms. whatever you do, take care of yourself.
take care of your community. get a job even if you
get little or no pay. dont be a troll online. theyre
all unemployed douches. you shouldnt not care about
what they say because then you turn to a stone. but
like "i dont read the review" - bright eyes, just
shield yourself from social media. start a project
even if its "shower once a day" if youre a neckbeard.
keep to it. someone will eventually appreciate you.
stop the excessive gaming. still play games but like
tell yourself no gaming when you wake up or exactly
when you came home from school or work no gaming when
youre tired and you gooble energy drinks. just game
an hour or two or three max. keep to it. make yourself
a promise and keep it. the world is infinite even being
offline charge your smartphone in another room and only
use it like a few hours a day. theres infinite things do
to in real life. take a walk in the woods every day, or
even in your community, even at night. if youre young
move as far as possible away from home so your family
cant manipulate you with money and electronics and food
and junkfood and cakes or cookies homemade its just control
take control of your life. if you just do things you enjoy
youre a douche as well. get discipline do calisthinetics
drink water. its the essence of life so is salt. even if
youre not good at cooking just make yourself a good coffee
once a day keep to it dont buy in a cafe. add some cacao
and sugar youll turn into a coffee thing whip up some milk
and make patterns if youre good at it ask around in cafes
if they are seeking staff if you do that awhile youll prolly
see a sign "staff position availalbe, call so-and-so or talk"
yeah thats the thing. if you want to get hired, just ask that
theyll probably answer "amber is here on fridays". dress up
proper that day get a shave and haircut get cool clothes new
jeans or trainers whatever go there they might say "oh she
comes in at 4 hours" or "shes sick today" well suck it up
and try for weeks even months finally youll get a chance
whatever you do dont say "im really good at cooking coffee"
youll be allowed to wash the dishes or clean the floor after
some years if you keep at it if you get there on time and
really do a good job cleaning the floor youll be promoted
life isnt easy nothing is you cant do a irl hack and get
promoted to making coffee and selling treats directly thats
not how it works if they treat you like shit suck it up
dont bitch back youll be fired soon but then again try
another cafe try 10 until you find where they respect
you youll be able to answer "ive worked at 5 places a total
of 3 years" and youll get respect get a cv written up by
yourself dont mention gaming or computers or tech they
dont care but if youre good with maths say youd like a
hand in economics or statistics for the place or chain
you could turn into a boss or get a better position
available but dont rush it dont think youre the king
of the world baby steps remember that its not hard
but its not easy its not like making 150k rune bolts
in runescape and then cashing in on monopoly money
again your family might try to stop you but surely
theyll turn proud even if they dont say it remember
2 steps forwards 1 step back it takes 2 to tango
maybe a staff will get a liking to them but dont
fap about them be for real give them a small gift
just a flower or a poem or both mention your sites
online like a blogg or vlogg love is infinite as
well if you fuck up with that chick you might have
to change workplaces im sure someone has flirted
with you some time and you fucked that up just keep
at it dont eat or drink bitter substances like
immortal technique says "it murders the soul"
good luck and godspeed <3 :) // magna alba sancta
made a proper vasopressin podcast, the 10th
im proud of myself. did something of value.
tried to make the world better. posted 1
aphorism to
quotesquotesquotesdotxlsrefurbishing from the rubble.
its 170 quotes i think. ill build on it
do remember
vaa i managed to keep that bloggfor several years so its maybe 1000 quotes
collected in my mind for 2 decades or more
its a lifework. it was because id turned
into a parent. i didnt want to impress
chicks anymore, i wanted to be a good person.
make a difference. like the quran says
"if you have helped a person you have
saved an entire world". remember, at least
if youre male, dont be a pussy, learn to say
no. start working out. calisthinetics is the
optimal. just do bicep curls. the simplest
exercise. if youve been online for years just
stretch your fingers especially thumbs they are
unharmonic. just move your fingers in and out.
like 30 mins 3 times per day for 3 months. youll
notice a difference. like if you do more with your
arms or legs or back or hips, youll look healthier
directly after the first time. and promenades are
better than working out your arms at all. walks are
50% calisthinetics because you have no weights on
your arms. whatever you do, take care of yourself.
take care of your community. get a job even if you
get little or no pay. dont be a troll online. theyre
all unemployed douches. you shouldnt not care about
what they say because then you turn to a stone. but
like "i dont read the review" - bright eyes, just
shield yourself from social media. start a project
even if its "shower once a day" if youre a neckbeard.
keep to it. someone will eventually appreciate you.
stop the excessive gaming. still play games but like
tell yourself no gaming when you wake up or exactly
when you came home from school or work no gaming when
youre tired and you gooble energy drinks. just game
an hour or two or three max. keep to it. make yourself
a promise and keep it. the world is infinite even being
offline charge your smartphone in another room and only
use it like a few hours a day. theres infinite things do
to in real life. take a walk in the woods every day, or
even in your community, even at night. if youre young
move as far as possible away from home so your family
cant manipulate you with money and electronics and food
and junkfood and cakes or cookies homemade its just control
take control of your life. if you just do things you enjoy
youre a douche as well. get discipline do calisthinetics
drink water. its the essence of life so is salt. even if
youre not good at cooking just make yourself a good coffee
once a day keep to it dont buy in a cafe. add some cacao
and sugar youll turn into a coffee thing whip up some milk
and make patterns if youre good at it ask around in cafes
if they are seeking staff if you do that awhile youll prolly
see a sign "staff position availalbe, call so-and-so or talk"
yeah thats the thing. if you want to get hired, just ask that
theyll probably answer "amber is here on fridays". dress up
proper that day get a shave and haircut get cool clothes new
jeans or trainers whatever go there they might say "oh she
comes in at 4 hours" or "shes sick today" well suck it up
and try for weeks even months finally youll get a chance
whatever you do dont say "im really good at cooking coffee"
youll be allowed to wash the dishes or clean the floor after
some years if you keep at it if you get there on time and
really do a good job cleaning the floor youll be promoted
life isnt easy nothing is you cant do a irl hack and get
promoted to making coffee and selling treats directly thats
not how it works if they treat you like shit suck it up
dont bitch back youll be fired soon but then again try
another cafe try 10 until you find where they respect
you youll be able to answer "ive worked at 5 places a total
of 3 years" and youll get respect get a cv written up by
yourself dont mention gaming or computers or tech they
dont care but if youre good with maths say youd like a
hand in economics or statistics for the place or chain
you could turn into a boss or get a better position
available but dont rush it dont think youre the king
of the world baby steps remember that its not hard
but its not easy its not like making 150k rune bolts
in runescape and then cashing in on monopoly money
again your family might try to stop you but surely
theyll turn proud even if they dont say it remember
2 steps forwards 1 step back it takes 2 to tango
maybe a staff will get a liking to them but dont
fap about them be for real give them a small gift
just a flower or a poem or both mention your sites
online like a blogg or vlogg love is infinite as
well if you fuck up with that chick you might have
to change workplaces im sure someone has flirted
with you some time and you fucked that up just keep
at it dont eat or drink bitter substances like
immortal technique says "it murders the soul"
good luck and godspeed <3 :) // magna alba sancta