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well as you can see i barely blogg anymore

im on bitchute mostly

bitchute.com/MASI

but im not really on there

i just play outlands uox

and do vlogs

its just much more fulfilling

and i learn techniques new all the time

and i fuck up a lot lol

and just because the sound quality on this mic is horrific

i mean if i added reverb to vocals

it would just be completely unintelligable

ive started improvising stories

theres no

"i drank a glass in belarus"

"dear deer"

and "plum magazine"

i mean yes the sound quality is horrific

but tiktok really loved deer dear

the censors it went through and melted their hearts

belarus is a horror story and about the difficulties of being a parent

dear dear is about bullying and horror

and plum is about a virgin guy whos really such a sweetheart who might have found the love of his life eventually and ehehe some horror as well

its just "the way" they "make me feel" here

anyway theyre really well made

plum is 1 hour and belarus as well

but dear deer is actually 2 hours

improvised

as in, i wrote them in my head for some hours

when i was offline and no comp and nothing to do

then i just did it from what i thought

and new things that came up as well

nothing written down

and i finally achieved "normal" on coffee

(i had a new years resolution in 2018?

that i would turn normal)

im done with freeze dried coffee

it did reduce despair to basically 0

but i guess i took too much of it

and even if a drug reduces something

it sorta increases it as well

anti-psychotics make you psychotic

anti-depressants causes the

most suicides in the world

and as for the dark roast coffee

it just tastes burnt

its disgusting

i mean ive always liked the smell

of freshly brewed coffee

and just having a sip of this here

just feels like heaven

but thats it

a temporary high

just like spamming ai image generators

or making a record in 15 minutes with suno

anyway yeah the stories and links